In the Absence of Monsters by Jp Barnaby

Author:Jp Barnaby
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Gay & Lesbian, Gay Romance, Gay, Romance, Erotica, Genre Fiction, Gay Mainstream, Literature & Fiction
Publisher: Wilde City Press
Published: 2014-01-23T17:00:00+00:00

Chapter Sixteen

“Fifteen…”

“Sixteen…”

“Seventeen…”

The knotted cord ripped into my back as the beating continued. Each new strike forced the next number from me with an almost inhuman cry. It was just what I needed, physical pain to make me forget about the emotional pain, but I wasn’t sure how much longer I could keep going. My endurance was starting to reach its limit as I tried to focus my mind on something other than the pain. Looking around their cheap and haphazardly-equipped torture chamber, I couldn’t help but wonder if I’d made a mistake in coming here.

It had taken nearly three weeks before I actually called Dominique. I think the catalyst had been the phone call with Jayden, listening as he received the collars I’d had made for him. I’d planned to give them to him in my playroom before he ran off to Chicago. I probably would have invited one of the subs from his training back to play. Not Sean, but one of the women. I couldn’t stand seeing him play with Sean again—for some reason even the thought made my stomach hurt. It wasn’t too painful to listen to the excitement in Jayden’s voice when he opened the collars, but then Lexi had also decided to give him a little present…herself. Playing along, I tried not to let either of them to know the depth of my depression. I knew that’s what it was now, a bout of full blown depression. After what I’ve gone through in my life, I think I’m entitled to one.

It hurt so badly that they were together, and I was alone.

I felt something trickling down my back and I couldn’t decide if it was sweat or blood. The implement she used and the force behind it were certainly enough to draw blood, but I didn’t know for sure, and I didn’t care. I was thankful she had me tied over a bench so I didn’t have to worry about holding myself up. The position was designed for humiliation as I lay naked along the top of the rough wood. Every so often, Dominique would run her hands over the welts on my widely spread legs, the excitement evident in her voice as she told me what a good boy I was.

I felt vaguely sick.

My shoulders and arms ached from my wrists being tethered to either end of the metal bar which was bound across my shoulders. The bar held my arms stretched out at my sides, perpendicular to my body. Even if I weren’t gagged, I wouldn’t have had any reply to her except the hot tears streaking down my cheeks and the small keening whimpers. Keeping my eyes closed, so I wouldn’t have to see them leering at my body, I just focused on the pain and let it help me cry, to process my emotions. I couldn’t even force myself to think about how I was going to get home from their house, because I knew my legs wouldn’t support me after hours of being whipped.

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